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Watashi no iriguchi Dimka Korobeshkin - watashi wa rinjin o motte imashita. Kare ga chokusetsu watashi no shita ni, ikkai ni sunde imashita. Tihenky wa chīsakattadesu. Ōku no baai, watashi wa kitsuen ya tomodachi min'nade toranpu o, iriguchi fukin kirimashita. Kare wa nomu to u~okka no ga suki, soshite niwa ni dete janpu suru tame ni shiyō sa reru fu rasshu shi, warai to malyshni de yukidama o nage hajimemashita. Sore wa mugaina wakamonodeshita. Guddo. Sonogo,-gun ga sarimashita. Watashi wa seichō no kensetsu daitai o hitto. Ichi-nen-go, kare wanode taikutsude wa naku, kodō, matawa hakugai kara, oroka ni dasshutsu shimashita. Sono Ue, tokuni gyakutai sa to uta rete inaiga sonzai suru koto wa amari naidesushi, sudeni maki modoshi sa reta saisho no toshi wa, mottomo muzukashī bubun wa owarimashita. Tsugi no iriguchi de kantan bitoku areshia no josei o kakushi, dasshutsu suru hōhō. Ima kojin. Kare wa kanzō tsiroz kara 5-nen mae ni shibō shimashita. U~okka karera wa shibashiba nomimasenshi, mettani tōri e dete ikimashita. Mā karera wa osoraku sunde ite, igokochinoyoidesu. Dima, 2 no hi hyōji, soshite osoraku yori. Doko made mo shuto de no sekyuriti de shigoto o eru - SO. Shikashi, watashi wa kare o tsukamaemashita. Naze son'nani nagai kensaku? Soshite, sore wa akirakade wa arimasen. Osoraku daremoga nozonde itashimasen. Dima o uemashita. Nagaiai, kare ga suwatte imashita. Nani ka kare wa mada gun no ato o oikaketa 2-nenkan wa, handa tsuke wa - dareka ni ubawa rete imashita. Nagaiai, watashi wa kare o mite imasen. Saikin happyō sa remashita. Subete no shinsen'na kao o shita, yōki, kare ga subete de suwatte inakatta, to dokoni kare ga kōtai de hataraite kaseida okane o tsuiyasu yō ni natte iru ka no yō ni. Itsumo egaonanode, otmochite nan jōdan - shūri wa, karera ga iriguchi fukin ni kare o mitashite inai, mattaku nonde inai, kakarimashita. Apāto no nanika ga, doriru o shita n, hanmā wa, mado, doa, sonogo, henkō gatagata. Soshite, kare wa futatabi sugata o keshimashita. Hantoshi-go, watashi ga dete kimashita. Shūri wa okonawa renaku na~tsu. Sorekara watashi wa kare no otōto atta - hone o, sonoyōni rimōtode wanai basho de futatabi sono dima o mitsukemashita. Reipu no tame no kono-jikan. Soshite, soreha, sukunakutomo hana o terashimasu. Kostya, dima yori wakai toshi no kappuru wa, seitsū shita ko, ushinawa remasen. Kare wa chōdo watashinojinsei de nani o shite imasendeshita. Tokiniha karera wa, furui penī-jō no ikutsu ka no tomodachi to taksovat. Watashitachiha.., Shuto de hataraku yō ni natta yotta otoko ga, pikku wa,-koku ni yunyū ga, wazuka ni torimingu, gōtō ressha no tōchaku-go,-eki de pikkuappu shiyou to shimashitaga, sore dake de motte ita otoko o, sosogu koto ga deki fukinuke de hoka no otoko to sudeni okorimasu watashi wa 3-nichi-me no kyōyō kitchin de karera to nonda ga, sorera wa hijō ni taikutsude tsumaranai natte subete no karera no okane o puropiru. Watashi wa gozen-chū ni gakkō de, oboete iru, to chakuriku krovischa ni, deteike. ... Kore ga futatabi okite imasen. Oboydeshsya soreha, kare no kata ni bakku pakku o chōsei shimasuga, watashitachi no machi no koji kaku chiku de shiyō sa reru 2 gaidate no renga-dzukuri no koya no ushiro ni kakurete, tabakowosuu hōhō de, gakkō de poshuruesh.... Ima no Kostya wa bochi de hataraite imasu. Gureibusu wa hottaga, shisha wa reikyūsha de reikyaku hikikomude wa arimasen. Okane wa yoi aidea no yōna monodesu. Shikashi, sukoshi nomimasu. Nanika ni osoraku hozon shimasu. Soshite, mada Bonya watashi no raibu. Sore o kudō suru tame ni - Bonya o. Rongu, sukinī otoko. Watashi ga kodomo no koro imamade kii rappu ni oboete imasu.Te inai kono meatarashī Oxxxymiron rappubaje to pashas gijutsu, Morudoba to - kaitōjutsu, sutaggu. Sore wa gaikoku no sentōki o nayamashimasu. Subete no firumu wa,-betsu no VideoCorder tame no vu~an damu, shuwarutsu~eneggā, dorufu Lungrenom to jakkī chen to minaosa rete imasu. Watashi wa yoku mite miru koto o daini aruiwa dai san no jikan ni tekika shimashita. Bonya kokoro yasashī otoko kare ga arimashita. Kare wa iriguchi o zabezhit to konkurīto no yuka no ue ni suwatte samu-sa kara fussa reru baai Kota wa son wa arimasen. Sore ga watashitachi no hekichi ni okeru paipu jūjika, basurōbu, firmovye de sorera o oboete nakryval.. Snimali gyangu reperskoy to fasshon shihon nedoreperkov kara otoko to Mosukuwa ni itte kimashitanode, aku Bonya ga okonawa rete iru koto o saidai no wa, fasshonaburu ni sorera o unten shimashita. Soshite, bonheddo o dakkan. Sutsūru. Sono onaji. Kyōyū sa rete inai jibunjishin'no dareka, to pīru, rantō ga tsudzukimashita. WELL sutsūru to atama o kiriotoshimashita. Watashi wa pogonyalom kusuri to watashi no rinjin kara, amarini mo michi o chokin to kirimasu. Jishin ga Bonya narimase. Nanika ga atta koto o kare no atama o mochimasu. Kodomo ga nattanode... Kore koloncha wa kūhaku vzlyad de pōchi ni ikimashita. Soshite, kare no shinseki ga byōin o zdali. Osoraku.. Maddohausu de, watashi wa sore o subete rikai shite... Nagai jikan sore o miru ga, watashi wa omoushi, watashi wa yori ōku hyōji sa remasendeshita. Daremoga-ka no naka de dare mo... To ie ga rojō de dakede wanaide wa arimasen'node... To rokku o tsutaeru tame ni hanashi o motte ni tsuite, soreha, watashi no beranda kara wazuka 3 mojidearu... Soshite, watashi o shinjite....